this is the best feeling.

Ok, im sure ya'll know why the lack of updates- nel is one big lazy pig. thank you thank you. been going out wif ben and other t1b2 friends like shu hui,pamela,li qing and bryan. and going to ben & jerry's to find them as they do their training & tasting some free ice cream and smoothies LoL. singapore=boring. there is only so much we can do. finally met sher today! after 568249102001543829 years. miss her so so! i shall bully ben. i shall bully ben.i shall bully ben. i shall bully ben.i shall bully ben. i shall bully ben.i shall bully ben. i shall bully ben.i shall bully ben. i shall bully ben.i shall bully ben. i shall bully ben.i shall bully ben. i shall bully ben.i shall bully ben. i shall bully ben.i shall bully ben. i shall bully ben.i shall bully ben. i shall bully ben.i shall bully ben. i shall bully ben.i shall bully ben. i shall bully ben.i shall bully ben. i shall bully ben.i shall bully ben. i shall bully ben.i shall bully ben. i shall bully ben.i shall bully ben. i shall bully ben.i shall bully ben. i shall bully ben.i shall bully ben. i shall bully ben.i shall bully ben. i shall bully ben.i shall bully ben. i shall bully ben.i shall bully ben. i shall bully ben.i shall bully ben. i shall bully ben.i shall bully ben. i shall bully ben.i shall bully ben. i shall bully ben.i shall bully ben. i shall bully ben.i shall bully ben. i shall bully ben.i shall bully ben. i shall bully ben.i shall bully ben. i shall bully ben.i shall bully ben. i shall bully ben. cos im allowed to. =D uso da piuu~ ohohoho (high pitched laughter). boyslikegirls- the great escape Throw it away Forget yesterday We'll make the great escape Won't hear a word they say They don't know us anyway Watch it burn Let it die 'Cause we are finally free tonight Tonight will change our lives It's so good to be by your side We'll cry But We won't give up the fight We'll scream loud at the top of our lungs And they'll think it's just 'cause we're young And we'll feel so alive & the moon was so round at night.

tell me something i dont know*

your words mean alot to me. meeting sher on tuesday for a long awaited meet up or possibly starbucks. then vb training. faints. Hee. imissher!

secret*

•_• dont need to hear me rant cos i know not what im thinking nor saying cos whatever i tried to type made no sense whatsoever and allowing it to be published would be degrading myself etc hence i have come to this sentence of not needing to hear me rant cos i know not what im thinking nor saying, and for this matter, typing. i make, almost, no sense. simply complicated (: all i've ever wanted was purity, faith and innocence. is that too much to ask, and something that only exists when one is young? haha benben, cap is cute ok! *^_^* bryan got a 'buil a bear' for jacky today. ben n i tagged along, and all choosed its clothes n stuff hehe the staff sang bryan a birthday song! Lol. not bad lei, special song cos its build a bear customized, not any old birthday song ya. they asked us to take this small heart shaped thing, make a wish, give it a kiss then stuff it into the bear. it was soo funny hoho. its 3am. im sleepy.

all in all its just another day

Take Chances, Charge foward! Carpe Diem! LOL. that unsettling feeling. i dont think i will until i get it. i want i want.

lifehouse. im letting go of all ive held on to.

hello hello. =D tm-ed ytd with sister. watched princess mononoke (i dunno how to spell so pardon if im wrong) random-why do poeple like to ask me what am i doing, or what have i been doing, in life etc. sian lei. asking me why am i always busy. im busy doing nothing folks! stop asking! went to vivo today with benben. haha, no idea what to do man cos they're all just shops. so walked and walked and decided to catch skinwalkers. it was a okok not much exciting stuff movie. lol. maybe shd have caught license to wed instead. ate at the [taugeh] rice shop after then mrt-ed back to tamp. ate strawberry dessert hoho. ben has a sian face. his trademark. (-_-) talked in the train. it is what it is. i dont feel like thinking too much nor want to and im trying not to. cos, heck it man lets just go with the flow yo haha i guess theres nth much to lose. i dont wanna live a life of worry. think so much also no use and im sorta tired of thinking. of course im scared la. based on this & that. but, ya.haha it is a nice thought, for & of everything. to be frank, i do want it to work out; thanks. hoho im listening to lifehouseeeee! ^_^ (hear me now) starving for truth; Forgetting all I'm lacking Completely incomplete I'll take your invitation You take all of me now.. I'm running and not quite sure where to go And I don't know what I'm diving into Just hanging by a moment here with you. we are so close. lets hang by the moment, ben <3 1) the strawberry dessert. lol he ask me take one lmao. 2)little girl dont gimme sian face luh. (:

polysaccharine

hoho he's silly & its funny. i think im happy. i cant tell so i will tell when i can tell =D

sweet melancholies;

Thursday i went townin with sweetie li qing. went frm taka to cine to heeren haha. Friday i went sentosa. i played beach volleyball and cable car-ed. =D JOKE LUH. reality is that i went there to work. strawberry films; barclays singapore open ad. ben intro one. you noob. production assistant. sounds nice eh (: but, we move tables and chairs, run in the rain, carry ice boxes, stick our hands into freezing water and ice, carry loads of drinks, run to and fro from the van, make sure client have food, go buy kopi for them, pick RUbbish!! etc. speaking of picking rubbish, wth lor, i cant throw the humongous rubbish bag lol. there's this huge container like thing to throw rubbish then have ta fling the bag up. apparently, i think i dont have enough strength. supposed to swing Outwards haha, i practically swung it upwards instead. yuck yuck. out of all of em, the uncles are nice haha. they like to joke,haha my tian. i think felicia, another PA, is ok also. she was also frm NP fsv you know you know. lol we are the youngest there yo!(as in me& ah ting) pro right pro right ahaha. i was supposed to b in art dept but he didnt need me in the end. boo. im un-needed ): i want to play buggy. but i know not how to drive. *pouts* my knee and ankle not recovered. (SHERRRR!!! T_T) i cant squat on my left knee sian. can la, but pain. its not the same no more boohoo. today is sunday and nothing much gg on. zz wake eat grocery shop eat watch house rains sleeps wake etc. boring stuff.

teardrop; who doesnt long for; ...

1)black chanelism is not black chanelism for nothing but no worries, its not as much as it looks. 2)i tried to wear a cap. but i look retarded so yea. you can see my ear there. ting ting said my ears are oh so sharp. can cut paper man. actually mounting board also. beware i might go crazy psycho killer and kill everybody with my ears -_- im an elf lor. means i have elfin features << haha Just Kidding duh. in actuality, im out at night. you know what this means? im a night elf. Hee =D Cool right!! ^_^ LOL. okay so im full of crap hurhur. 3)movie marathon= body ache from sitting in cinema over & over again lol but twas alright la. no worriiieesss im super. MUAHAHAHA *red, i mean, black* cape bellows grandly behind me* i liked secret. gone shopping was partially weird i lost partial interest near end but had partial interest to how it was gna end. 881 was okay, pretty applaudable. abit too much singing but to me the storyline still okay luh abit ridiculous only but funny. i say the qi yuwu was deaf & mute cos i read the subtitle it say one lor. humpff. la la la Okay folks, enough of chanelism. its time to go House.

everybody wants kung fu fightinggg

I made a sad discovery yesterday. For eleven long years, i understood that dd died of cancer. However, i foolishly thought that it was of the limbs or something (okay how dumb is that) and, to my horror i found that it was not Limb, it was Lymph. Lymphoma. omg. for so long how could i not know?? i feel so cheated, so mistaken. double youx2 tee haych. )): moreover, i didnt know his birthday. i found that out ytd too. today is 12 days after his birthday. boo big hoo's. sad. sad. sad. im not fit anymore ): Ouh ya, i almost named my neo chimera Kong Ba Bao. =D its an excellent name, i feel. And yea, thats my sister, Crystal. everybody give a round of applause for the third year student, murdering herself in pursuit of a diploma in MMA(she hates this course), school of ICT, the one that made CanDo what it was, elder sister of THE gr8 chanel (:. P/S. crystal, stop self murdering or 'll murder you.

the pictures speak for themselves.

A picture is worth a thousand words.

dr. gregory house.

1) chanel practically loses track of her handphone once she touches down at home. -well, not exactly lose track but everything else at home distracts me (keeps me occupied) hence i dont remember to check my phone until like, years later haha. i dont usually off my phone. i should do that sometime. l o l. i keep it beside my pillow when i sleep, unless im charging it. hurrah hurrah. anyways, doctor house is still good even though i've heard the same illnesses/ diseases occuring over & over again - why does almost every patient have some tumor or disease in the brain?? ok so thats season one, season two, people are still getting tumors. wrapped around the heart, in the spinal cord, near the pancreas, in the brain, man the possibilities nevvveerrr run out! however, the stories are abit more interesting (: its so complicated, its a wonder how they come to solve the case. and house is still making witty comebacks and snide remarks haha. then the sugeries. see them do the stuff, they dont seem to make mistakes, sorta. then reminds me of what if they make mistakes? and then reminds me of that movie infection. •_• okay, i have to chiong destyp tmr people. and do some art gigantically hopefully and miraculously writcomm? cos friday got school and possibly meet group for writcomm, if only that yu xuan would respond to my sms's! *-_-* and i dont see him online. goodness. haha. is he ever contactable??? saturday sherlyn wants me to go flea market with her. i dunno if i should go. ghaa-! then sunday is cant sleep day. actually thursday night also cos friday got interview which i dunno what to say. but argh. okay so im a nincompoop.

its a boring day in a boring world.

okay so Ah Sher told me al she keeps seeing is The Scandal so im like, here to update (feel honoured ah sher!) hahaha. anyways, been kinda boring and lazy so didnt update. *snores* my load of unfinished stuff consists of 2 projects and 1 final assignment, namely, writcomm, 2dart and destyp respectively. omg can. next monday 2dart presentation eeks i wanna CRY. um, went to volleyball today with sher. kinda boring never play much *yawns* haha. the school's scanner was spoilt Lousy! ): cannot scan final project equals semi die. i hope not! submitted the hard copy and sent an email to nys. ): see i told you my day is boring so why bother blog. bah gha gha. tata. P.S check out the facials for my storyboard!! HAHAHA! and no i didnt really use that for my project haha. was drawing the rough idea so i can go home and continue and suddenly thought of the eyebrows and stuff. haha damn funny. teehee.

Are You Ready?

tHe scandal. @ cathay. HAha! (i hate how blur it is.) Slept around 2 30- 3am last night. had a hard time waking up this morning. totally. i lay on the bed whining in my head for one minute, sat up with a scrunched up face for two minutes and stoned in front of the lit bathroom for five minutes lol. then then. walked around the house, face still scrunched up. and finally. washed up With a scrunched up face lmao. -_-ll went for art consult then vivo to get sher's jeans. saw cute clothes but you know how they all look nice at first but later you think about it and decide its not all that after all haha. i love shirts. (: button long sleeve. button button. cute as a button. lol so random (: walk until tired. lemme see, in school i ate sandwich n milk. vivo i ate long john and orange juice n a lolly. then came home ate cereal n 2 sausages. cool. im thirsty. went to impromptu sentosa trip. sherlyn told me the cable car cost from 40bucks to 100! Are youuu serriooouusss! T_T how how how. i still want my cable car ride one. ): you know, the last time i went sentosa was in sec 3 i think. i thought it was sec 1 but now i remember. sec 3 got some bnss band performing so i went. today, somehow i kept thinking of him. sher n i talked about jokes. i remembered how i got alot of my jokes from him. i remembered how he liked to tell me the same jokes again and i'd let him then tell him he alr told me before after he finished it lol. i remembered how he liked my penguin joke n i said it him prolly like 10 times alr. sher n i were on the train to sentosa n i saw the merlion and i remembered the time we went there for band performance together. i remember how he asked me to walk on that thingy n i slipped n fell. haha that idiot ask me walk lol. i remember i wasnt feeling well that day. but, these are all just memories now. & i have no intention of re-living them. they r once happy memories that shall remain as that. anyway, that ping pong song is stuck in my head. Darn. it has been stuck for one WHOLE day! and im listening to it on repeat now ((: At sentosa, siloso beach. camwhored abit. lay on the sand. play with the sand. lying there, thinking of...nothing at all. on the tram china ppl asked how to go to underwater world & dolphin lagoon. at the beach korean ppl ask help them take picture and how to go palawan beach. asking me for sentosa directions is near useless. remind me to go underwater world one day. went back around 6plus. board 65 at 7 and by 8 15 still haven reach home man. im telling you the bus is slow. i can relate to the time, 3am. last few is cathay yesterday, last pic of the last few is macs thurs i think. wildcats! last but not least, haha! sherlyn is lame la (: ok blogged enuff feast your eyes.

im hungry

Sherlyn: you know the words i want to say to you. you know, trust me you will know. Um, i feel the pile of final projects to complete i feel the pressure i feel like. yea. but then i got time to do that in year 2 or 3 i think when it possibly gets worse(i dont know). so good news is im not gonna suicide yet. cos you know, suicides only come once a lifetime. you've only got that one chance to die so do it well. do it right, make full use of it, no wastage, right time, do it when you really really need it or actually, not at all cos sometimes looking back after awhile, you find, it was nothing big after all. and you should live on. suicide's a sin. think Twice. Or Thrice. so yea im just kiidddiiinnng la ((: yea i cant rmb anything else i wanna blog so nights(sorta)

Presenting... Never Seen Before Images.

1) donuts sherlyn bought for me last monday 2) me feeling the simpsons-ish wif it. 3)before volley 4) ditto 5) after cca food( milk n juice) 6) sipping yummyness of milk 7) lunch @ crystal j(P) on sunday for grannie's bday 8) sis took a pic of me so yea :S 9) family 10) family. 11) family