random thoughts of the day.

Is this the path i'm supposed to walk, meant to take, the road for me? & words mean little in the absence of actions, but actions mean plenty even with absence of words. However sometimes, words can brighten up your day, mean Alot, and maybe, you can even think of it as, words are a form of action, after all. my picture wasn't fated to be shown. cos the blogger thingy cracked up. guess its too ugly. omgomgggggggggggg. yea. we all have lousy moments. thats when i'll say: - & today its fustration, omg and whatever. i dont wanna sleep.

more shits. chill peels.

" It feels like a billion years- billion cos it has 'b' and ben has 'b'. no million, no trillion.- BUT its been only 120 days or so with noob. i wanna do okay this sem. please please please. &, i dont want to be leader for any more projects man. it sucks. screw leadership. & nobody will listen to me. like, shut up nel. you're annoying piece of shit. thank you. "

haha shits.

sher muffin sneaky took this super 'glam' pic of me. this is last thurs.

thank you is two words. this post has many words.

hellooo. im here to announce my appreciation for all who wished me happy birthday etc. HAHA thanks to serene,lina,huiyu and xian for that day the presents (im now espirit girl with bensie lol!) and the cake! haha and consequently the sms's from you guys on the actual day esp. xian's. haha it was a really nice msg. (: oh and they tricked me! i was making my wish before i blew the candles on the cake and huiyu was taking pictures. trying to trick me, they said huiyu wasn't done yet. Alas! i got cheated and they were all laughing haha. thanks man. x) anddddd, pamela (for being the first to wish me on that day), qinggie, shu shu- we shall meet soon. a meeting other than in school hahaha ;) thanks to korkor (yes yes the best in the world ok.), michael and narith for msg/call. thanks to comments on friendster, esp. Lavina (: thanks to wishes by zhonghe and darryl. both i did not expect haha. very importantly, thanks to my peegie sister crystal who wished me happy birthday in person, in sms, in card, in friendster, in email, in blog, AND in facebook. lol! so hardworking. but it was nice surprise. imagine it. so hilarious to keep opening websites only to find your sister wished you happy birthday. Again. hahahahhaha loves! thanks to my da jie jie Athena the Great for the cute little pair of white gold earrings which is so cute. im happy its white gold cos its nice and it means no ear infection! haha i suspect i have sensitive ears. Like she does too. cant wear cheap silver darn it. not for long anyway. im still gna wear my cheap silver earrings cos i have em' and shall wear em. Last but not least, my dearest bensie poo. For spending the day with boring ole' me. lalala. hahaha. i enjoyed my day! it ish fun walking around with you and talking about lame things x) and using our sentosa cards as redemption card hahaha. seriously. ((: i lufef you loadsss. something about you makes me smile. i love you but i dont know why. gee o"o C: i'll always be right here for you. loves, nel

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sheetload of pics. lina has rom-ed.