bittersour winter*

Me; Myself& I thats all ive got in the end; thats what i found out. i took a vow from now one i gon be my own best friend.

mothers' day gift.

watched walk the line in library today. ive never seen a movie more boring. i wanted to get out. haa.

in volleyball training, i have nothing much to say. just that i feel as if im an embarrassment lol.

this time i dont have blue black on my forearms but instead slight slight bruises on my hand- fist area- cos serving caused it. lol

lolol. yea. well, in that moment i felt horrible. kinda. but not to the extent to cry. i dont have tears to drop. either they have all been used up or it just aint coming. my eyes are experioencing a drought. please try again later. sorry for the inconvenience caused.

the first time i lay my eyes on you. and now i know. but actually, i do not know.

and now, heck care. you i dont even 'know' forget it. J.

the one im not even sure the name of. forget it too, it aint real. kinda dumb aint it. but prolly impossible anyways. im not worth it la.

exxie, whatever the case is, im sorry. remind me to pass you the things i wanna pass you.

i bet you can find yourself a better girl. (:

i guess we cant make it now. its freaking crapped up to me. i dont want to deal with it anymore. i dont want to try. im tired so find your happiness. i guess it doesnt lie in me.

yea. stuck in the past eh. where things were carefree and my mind unpolluted.

when i wasnt tainted by love and problems.

when innocence ruled the world.

SO.

she is bad at sports.

she is bad at storytelling.

she is bad at photog.

her art is who knows what.

her english is gross.

she deserves no credits.

she deserves no 'A's.

she deserves nothing.

she wants nothing.

all she wants, is to meow. and curl up like a child.

in that corner. yes, that corner, right there.

then she shall be emo for awhile.

then she shall get back up and

SMILE.

forget it as it is for she is strong.

because she is chanel.

because she is me; and i say so. HA.

im writing lame stuffs again. polluting my blog. how lame.

song quote: the world is black and hearts are cold there's no hope thats whats we're told*

songs addiction:

jay chou~ ke ai nu ren *one of my faves. it woke me up this morning btw. my sis bf hp played it.

i dont think i have more to say, except if people dont get what im saying here, dont have to try and ask me cos i wont say. if you ask, you only make me irritated. i got irritated already today in the library. you wont like it. lol. so dont ask. my lips are sealed. ((:

nights! busy listening to ke ain nu ren on repeat LOL.

and goes to emo. ^_^