ohh its what you do to meee~

i dont like to post pictures cos sometimes i have none and sometimes its too ma fan. so, read my boring words people. As the saying goes, a word is worth a thousand pictures. hahaha have you not heard of that phrase before!? its the one phrase you should know! (:

rin rin purupurupururin pururu~

8 30 wake edit photostory 11 30 left house crystal jade @ paragon dear grandma turns 81 next wednesday lunch for that today. homed. randomised around house between snacking, sleeping, reading & editing. here i type my day. finished editing & shall continue on writcom research. toodles. yea we're breaking free.

sometimes, there's no need for a reason.

went to east coast to cheer sister in her mini triathlon. the small kids went first & after many groups ot was finally eldest sis's turn. whee white caps go! missed her when she came out of the water but caught her as she was going off to her cycling section. it seems really interesting & i wanna join next time too, the mini one though. but im just scared i dont have the stamina or ability haha. well you could say i can train but have to have that will and perserverance, no? well if i cant join as race participant, i think i will volunteer as marshal or something, if can la (: im so proud of you sis!!!!!! *goes crazy and screams hysterically but softly.* met mr.ben after that to some sort learn final cut. my first time using it. i might die haha wish me luck. hang around and around. pamela came around seven pee am. they discussed their photo story. went home at nine plus i think. so here i am now. going to continue my attempt at photo story. peace out v(*_*)v see the pics for yourself. its frm tha morn.

When it rains, it pours.

IM LOVING THE MUSIC I HAVE YO (: head bang. fling your hair all over. what is long hair for if not to get wild and fling it about? hahahahaaahhhaa. what do you think, am i kidding? maybe partly. (: yea. i want to shift 3/4 of linkin park's new songs to my phone mans. but i cant lol i suspect no memory space. wheehee. no school today. its raining out. im stuck at home, cold and unmotivated to do work. im bored & i feel alone. i think sher is going to meet her friend. i dont feel anime-ish. (then again, maybe later i'd go check if claymore 17 is out ) theres photog editing to do. im still choosing the pictures, editing, and figuring out how to use imovie. or maybe i shd use finalcut. ): oh my g. oh ya, we went to shannon's house yesterday to finish up his photo story im helping him in as "female lead" -_- lolol. his house is one of those 2level hdb flat thing. soo cute.. got tatami mats one! his house has two mac desktops lor. im wondering why he didnt get a mbp. ouh ya, his mum also v cute. tie 2 plaits one haha! and i think she either learns jap or teaches it cos got some jap language notes on her table. cool eh. shannon had a ps2. and he took out Soul Calibur 2/3(he said dunno 2 or 3) and we played. ok so, i've only played such games like what, once before? so basically, im a n-o-o-b. and half the time obviously they win la. but i have my share of k.o's! haha the funniest would be ring outs lol. got once i suicided. jumped out the ring. wth haha. this is by accident by the way. anyway, when i win is prolly luck. i play until my left thumb pain. really.lol you can tell, i was excited ya. one thing, when the opponent beat me down, i like to roll around. haha! its damn funny. then gabriel who's the male lead came and we gotta start. we finished near 5 and went back to school.. sher went home first.. (im sorry for troubling you to go with me to shannon's hse! thanks much!! (: ) i love lp new album. i love i hate everything about you by 3 days grace. i love the kill by 30 seconds to mars. i like funeral for a friends. thunderstruck & are you ready by ACDC also nice. of course, there are many other songs i love too. wowow. the world of music. =D *gleeful smile* My sister didnt bring hairy pot to school today! ima go read it now =DD

sometimes when life sucks, it totally sucks.

i shall not talk about yesterday. im pretty nervous about 2dart's neo chimera presentation in week 18. in front of a panel of judges. dumpty. i wonder if i can upgrade mb to mbp in future. haha. 2 letters to 3 letters. haha 2 initials to 3 initials haha. tofu just asked me if im gg vb . what a random question. lol i dont know why life sucks. but i know it feels crappy so far. um um . yea im in 2dart now and.......it ends around 2 but ima leave earlier pictures of skyview. im blessed with nice windows that allows me plenty sky. (:

midnight hours.

Shannon just asked me to help him be female lead in his photo story about a rich guy who has a shy girl as his maid and love blossoms or summat. seems ok until he told me no kissing but maybe one or two hugs. Hum hum, im not so sure about that shannon!! (._.) waited for 23 like half an hour? luckily got my darling sis to accompany me. and vice versa. we found that we have similar thinkings hahaha. duh. after all, we are sisters. lol! (: um, im cold.

Pictures from yesterday

1) No smoke yo. (: 2) Heart. 3)see fo yo self. (: 4) ditto 5) check out my fluffy hair. (out of place) 6) emosher.

tuesday is the second day of the week.

stomache ache.... why do i keep having stomache ache in the morning nowadays?? ): today's storyboarding lesson is the last. How short storyboarding was. yesterday's writ comm lecture was also last. Balderdash Movies i wanna watch include Ratatouille, Rush Hour 3, Gone Shopping and Becoming Royston. Becoming Royston is shown at the Picturehouse. The picturehouse is at The Cathay ya'll (: can get there through 5min walk from Dhoby Ghaut station. i wanna gooooo. sniffle* everybody check out the mtv for R. Kelly feat. Usher's Same Girl. Its funny (: and faces plus shernel on youtube. heh heh heh.

Oh, the Monday Blues. =/

my sister asked me to clarify for the previous post that sis= 3rd sis; sister = eldest sis. she didnt want it to sound like she had a bf. lmao. and she wanted me to say that, my reaction was way worse than what i've described before. haha! *_* i hugged a cushion for comfort. TODAY sucks. somehow. someway. ho hum i feel crap. ho hum i dont wanna do assignments. ho hum i wanna curl up and sleep forever ( like sleeping beauty eh, without the beauty) heigh ho. i forgot lessons end 6, not 5 today. number four is sick ( allow to puke & die here) i dont like life. but who am i to complain of what has been given to me? take challenges as we go matey, what doesnt kill us makes us stronger so lets hope; i dont die yet. it will kill me and im too young to die. prepare yourself for a load of i havent's. (: i havent experienced everlasting love! i havent married! i havent gotten nieces & nephews! i havent experienced onsens! i havent gone to japan! i havent said last words to everybody! i havent gone to work, i havent finished my first year, i havent finished my diploma, i havent retired, i havent start paying taxes( i dont want to), i havent gone to rehab(joking), i havent gone to IMH to visit old friends, i havent seen a new born baby, i havent worn a white gown, i havent experienced snow, i havent let loose, i havent gone on tv (lmao), i havent gone bungee jumping, i havent played bumper cars, i havent gone sun tanning in sentosa, i havent gone to underwater world, i havent played the luge, i havent gone night safari, i havent gone out all night till the sun rose, i havent talked on the phone until the sun rose. i havent done a million things, havent seen a zillion stuff. Take Care to Ben ( who has sore throat & such) Jacky ( who has fever & such) number four ( who...T_T) Thanks Alot to SHERLYN WONG Li* Yee thanks for offering to be there for me. thanks for yor lovely donuts. im sorry if i sounded like i was an attitude idiot. you can scold me & blame me if u want. you can hit me too. (: heh hope u have the best life eva girl! ((: sometimes being alone is all you need. yes and its all i need. sometimes. and i know many others in the world can nod heads in agreement to my statement.

monday. what can i say?

I STEPPED ON A DRAGONFLY last Night!!! omg. freaked out. thought i stepped on some plastic wrapper man. and got a shock when i saw what it actually was and skipped over to the couch squealing at my sis -_- when i finally dared to return it was ok for awhile. then suddenly i saw that previously unmoving insect curl up! and omg i ran to my sis again L O L. and guess what it was motionless again. my sister's bf came out and i was like stooppp! cause he might step on dragonfly-san. He thought it was dead. Then he Picked it up and said oh no, its not dead. Waaaaa! lols. but got broken wing. omt im so sorry df-san.. T_T he threw it out the window. (._.) he said he used to pull them apart. (._.)!! whhaatttt. lol. freakay. Got photog technical test again T_T i hope hope hope this time okay.

Mi a name i call Mysellfff

I resolve to 1. Eat less 2. Lose weight 3. Save money. hahahahaha.

Life Sucks When Your Fringe Is Short. l o l

ummmmmmmmmm. heh went to take pics of ben,pamela and eugene today. went to Changi prison area lmao. went to sher's house to take charger first. and you know what, when i got home, i realised its wrong one! T_T have to go and take again.. had fun walking in the rain lol went to bark cafe for..... sodas! -_- then 29 to tamp inter to eat. eugene went home first when benpanda was still eating his Strawberry dessert haha! he & pam took 22 and i tottled off to my good ol' 23. 1) shot frm photo story 2) ditto. 3) ben= haha! 4) eugene, pam, ben (: 5) shi fu at work! 6) woof cafe. 7) bark cafe drink= red plum soda. anww...gg to find sher now T_T (: my last words are: i treasure close friends and family. i love you all. please know that (:

what is a title?

its so cold today. ankle still swollen. yucks. hahaha it looks fat. seriously funny. 1) gummies 2) heart shaped gummy! (: 3)me & sher @ bball , one of the matches i think. tuesday's one 4) 5) 6) ian at king alberts park(kap) after tuesday's performing his magic lol. he's pretty good ya noe (: 7) sher, coach ( koh chin heng), me! hehe 8), 9) boys/girls volleyball match at temasek ytd.

feast your eyes.

waiting sucks. haha

im bored. ):

congratulations; & celebrations.

Today, Sher's day is an A+. she says because she was wif me her day was a F (how dare she! being with me is Godsent blessing la HAHA =x kidding (: ) then we went to the library and she saw her eye candy who smiled at her. ding ding ding! shoots up to A+. LOL. went to eat at canteen 1 after stybdg then dotcom to print sher's essay. as we walked past the pool: sher: " i want to swim. with half naked boys" me: " i dont want to swim." sher: " you like to swim in the pool with naked boys." me: " no lor i like 3/4 naked boys." sher: " Hurhurhur." *evil laughs+ smile. me: " what? whats wrong? 3/4 wad" then it hit me. OMG. haha " i meant 1/4!!! omg NO. " hysterical laughs pursue. seriously lor. i meant 1/4 (-_-) this is what happens when you are stupid like me LoL 1/4 = normal dressing. 2/4= no top 3/4= i dont know 4/4= no clothes. my day today is a C- heehee. sian. later = writcom consult+ bball. JIAYOU!!!!!! GANBATTE MINNA-SAN ((: ja ne.

& myloveforyouisBlind

fell asleep in storyboarding. still in storyboard now. im too lazy to blog haha. went to temple on sunday to pray. reeked of joss stickie smoke. my 2nd sis's bf went to perth for studies. he be back 1week later. monday we had another game for bball. were against a group of cheena china men who were very xiong. they always charge towards our team members then kena foul. and they get free ball. wth. well too bad we still won in the end *sulks* (: i believe we are a great team. we got into semi's so today (tues) we gna have another 2games. first game if we win - finals if not - 3/4th place i heard that our next opponent is strong. (*_*) im loving Blind by Lifehouse & Beautiful Girls by Sean Kingston now. haha stupid thomas played beautiful girls and it got stuck in my head half the day! (: to see wonderful pictures, please refer to sherlyn's blog, http://sherlynwong.blogspot.com. HAHA.

today was play inter class bball day (:

today, was the day i enjoyed bball most. because. watching them play was so exciting! our class was divided to 2 teams. BB31A & BB31B BB31A: Chanel, Sherlyn, Pei Shan, Ian, Ivan, Wei Xing, Vincent 1 & 2, Ernest, and Willmen. BB31B: Jing Han, Vanessa, Peggy, 3 guys whom names i know not of and Han Xiang. willmen & wei xing is good at 3pointers la. both shoot very nice haha. at first wei xing was wearing number 7 jersey n no one knew his name. so he was touted james bond lols. starting we were the only group who cheered for our team. then later on some others copied i think. the first time i went in to play was ok. even got one part that shock me abit, was happpyyyyy! like super (: but but, the second time was so embarrassing. dumb air ball T_T heck la. ): our teams still won, thats the main thing. evry single one of my classmates did great jobs! teary moment* lols went to eat lunch wit some of em then homed. erm something wrong with blogger's pic uploader so maybe tmr aights YAY! ((:

mariaaaa ave mariia ^_^

Firstly, me & sher went to the railway tracks. she made me climb up the small and short but treacherous slope shortcut to the tracks saying its more thrilling this way. when we could have walked on normally safely haha. but fine it was crazy. like we could slip any moment and fall. stood on the tracks wanted to take pics. men not too far away waving strongly to signal us to GET OFF THE TRACKS! haha. ee. he seemed scary. got off. took pics at the side. the guys still seemed scary. but i guess they meant well. They didnt want us to be killed by the uber uber uber fast train that came 5 minutes? later. all the warning we had was some rumbling for 30 seconds then wooshhhhh! it went past like a bullet. i had thought that if i saw it we could get away in time. Maybe not. (immature moments in life) the train was really damn fast la. haha. we were at the side when we heard rumblings then when the train came, OMg, Sher's reaction was PRICELESS. haha, sher dont mind me saying.. lol. she was like- Ahhh!!!! and she ran towards our bags and basically went nuts. haha i think she freaked out cos she thought it could bang us. anyway then i think she flung my bag to the slope we climbed. she seemed to calm down a bit cos she wanted to take pics of me! O_O i was shouting: shouldnt you be taking the train instead???? she was like, i want to take you!!! haha. i thought she liked the train and wanted to see so we went. who knew haha. Secondly, i was in library with sher who was doing the writcom essay. got tired but couldnt fall asleep. watched lucky star and managed to sleep lmao. i heard my ringing tone so i woke up. Then i realised i had ear phones on so i plonked to sleep. yea really plonked. then sher was like, nel! your phone leh! then i woke again i was like *!!!" searched bag frantically for phone and was like omg shit cos it was getting real loud and it was a lib after all. the caller hung up. lol. it was my sis. lolol. i actually thought it was from the earpiece when 1) it was connected to lappie and lappie was resting with "lid" down. 2) i didnt on itunes. -____________-ll omt. HAH. IM soooo Lame. Next up assignments: photog: 1. photo series redo 2. photo story storyboard writcom: proposition statement 2dart: neo-chimera idea. sketch. climate it lives in. details details plus more details. destyp: Logo.. final? TMR: S n w bball inter class. i hope like super much my legs and arms dont give me problems and i can at least manage to score and not look like a freaking noob and let the team down cos i will cry and kill myself and nvr show my face again )): sher wants to go the vb sentosa after but im not too sure about that :/ Hairy pot later. gna lucky star and eat first

ohayo.

battle royale was ok.. abit :/ to keep seeing students die one after another.. hix. there goes life. my fave was the sugima something guy and the hinokito or something also. the uber uber nice guy who got shot repeatedly by the girl.. damn sad.. the guy liked the girl so much for a very very long long time( or so he says) om. also the kawasada guy when he died also sad. haiyo.. quite good la.. other than it being "tedious", it had the meaning of true friends. i dont think that it really wanted to show betrayal of friends.. i mean, the group of guys making bombs.. they truly trusted each other and wanted to get out if not for the spoiler crazy guy. the girls also but that got abit cracked up after the poisoning. the lame part was where the tcher got up to answer the phone. also kinda sad when his gun was actually a squirt gun.. he prolly didnt intend to kill. aww. well. ok ok lo (: haha

hanging by the moment.

Neh shiteru? im a small cat. meow! L O L. not funny eh. random. waiting for 5 30 now. so i can hand in my essay ohmygourd la. Finally got it done. i really hope its ok and passes the plagiarism thing. *eyes waver* haha well, all because i was doing last minute work haha but thats when i get the drive to do things haha. started a few days ago but all that was managed was name, class, module, assignment. Then i wrote the thesis statement. Then the first line of my first paragraph and fooooooooo~ stuck stuck haha. went to siglap yest. with sensei to get his paint. then macs. tried more essay. went home and finished until arnd para 4 ending. got too sleepy. was like, moments awake, moments dozing LoL. ended up bathing at 2am then sleep. finished the rest in school (thankfully) (: SONG SONG! LFO- Girl on Tv. hanging by the moment by lifehouse also. ahh. they all sound so old school like past generation song-ish. so sweeettt.. aww. it makes me think of sweet moments. beautiful loves. pretty romances. sweet thoughts. loving pairs. people who long to be with each other. a boy who yearns. a girl who wishes. *sighs & smiles* haha. the innocence of it all. gna watch battle royale at some movie screening later. wonder how will it be...

amiliionthoughts n a downturned smile.

Zian. WARNING: gross rant post ahead. LEAVE now hit the "x" button if you cant stand it. or just sit. i slept at 2am yesterday watching 200pounds. i slept like a baby on the way to school. got new essay coming up after info essay. and ima leed. im so tired and sian and worried about essay that i still didnt feel like going vb but i cldnt ps sher. feel bad that she cldnt go eat with the rest at macs cos of me. im sorry but nx time ok? sorry yea.. anw i felt happy for running 3rounds agen today lol. happy happy happy. oh and i discovered bluetoothing songs to ma handphone so cool. was so delighted but as some say, all good things come to an end, not enough mem card space LOL. yea but tts about all that was worth happying abt today. overheard mum talk*scold* sis in bathroom :/ then hp bill scare ($93, 1& 1/2 mths) so troublesome. gotta go check it out tmr. or rather, today. have to draw sketch soon tonight. or rather, morning since now its 12 05. thursday after 2dart gotta do proposal due friday. then go movie screening. friday going shi fu's school i think? saturday vb sentosa??? sunday writcom grp meeting for nx essay. TOtal sianness. and i need to re do my photo series. T_T yes, honestly, i feel like crying. damn lame right. like, wth nel, year one only why you want to cry? if you cant do it now, year 2 & 3 how? nel is so useless. ): i honestly dont think i can keep up with vb. haha. i lack Time management skills ya'll. i think im actually selfish and uncaring. haha. seriously i thought of it. i dont like to do things because of people but rather, myself. i dont want to care about how others feel. its like, take it or not. like it or hate it. i cant stand crappy people. when i try to study for exams i dont do it for my mum nor because she rants at me too much basically i know that even if i study she'll prolly rant at me anyways and, i rather study for myself, not for her. i cant stand my mum. because when sometimes she gets all lonely and sad, stressed and worried, i cant go against her. i cant go against her also because no one else will help her. i hate people who bad mouth my mum. like, my mum is great, no need you to criticise her thanks. bloody weakspot. much as i try to ignore her, i dislike it when she gets all touchy feelly( oh G) i do most cats willingly. its my pride & joy even if it may not be A grade. i did it and im satisfied. im proud i made it come okay so far. self satisfaction is a glorious feeling. i dont want to screw up writcom. i will die in myself. if only i had tears. but i think i used it all up from him. no matter how sad i kinda feel now, no tears come if so, only so little it makes me call those tears Losers. my dear sister. mumsie is right to me you know. it freaking hurts all us dont you know? neither do i think you are mature. your lecturers may sing praises for you, and all your letters seem so well thought out but look at you. sometimes i think that you do it only either because you think its cool or you want attention. thats why sometimes i want to ignore you. thats why i refused to help you with your hand thingys. because you brought it upon yourself sometimes i can smile but its not my true smile. i wonder what happened. in lower sec days i could be the most cheerful girl in school. i could smile and laugh heartily everyday. but after sec3 till now. i've had many bouts of darkness. i cant smile. even now my mouth seems downturned to me. in school, much as i dislike it because sher is so happy and i dont want to be a wet blanket but i cant bring myself to smile and be like, totally happy. maybe for awhile yes but mostly, no. i want to smile again. sistersistersisteriheartyou. hear us? your family is calling for you. i love my family, nothing more. there are times where i hate it. but it all comes back. we are after all, family. harm them i harm you. ( to the best of my capabilities la) thx blen for saying u r my loyal blog fan lols. thx narith for telling me to take care. thx ser for tagging (: oh sky.

Honey ( cardcaptor sakura.)

yay finally finished shopaholic &sister. now ive got the other one left. some random (old) pictures: 1) Some random Hippo. 2) Storyboarding. Excuse the hair thanks (: 3) Me & Sher at Zu. 4) Me & Sher at Lvl 3 toilet. 5) Me & Jeannette at Np bus stop. Sher supposed to be beside me but nvr fit in.

maybe goodbye is the only way

morning and it rains. the feeling of lazing in sets in. dang, gotta get up. went to vivo with sis. shopped. LOL. bought shoe and bag. shoe courtesy of sis; bag half between us. walked lots. ate at harbourfront's The Orange Lantern. quite nice, quite full (: got tired from all that and shops were closing so we went to coffeebean to rest sorta. who knew tropical passion was fruity tea with milk? lol thought it was supposed to be just tea. Furthermore, its hot when i thought twas supposed to be cold. lol ah well. went home after. sis has shown me a new to go home. by taking mrt to little india then walk to a 23 bus stop. fairly fast i will say but the idea of walking around near little india is not very nice to me lol. Somemore at the mrt while i was walking i saw a bulletin post where police requested any help for information on FOUR missing persons. what the la. ('_')(._.) some pics below 1) food we ate. (: random chanel trivia: i cant take spicy. too spicy! 2) coffeebean- tropical passion. see the milky milk? 3) shoes i like alot. never wore it out so far. (: 4) that i only wear at home and walk around in admiration and start to feel happy.

musical cravings & more.

Today: Friday Events: ZOO Happened: Went zoo walked alot more mozzie bites saw T1DB they were okok but yea didnt talk much. Drew some kangaroo, polar bear and rhinoceros. Looks noob. Drizzled. saw part of animal show tt hd snakes. Break at kfc, ate. Had drawing evaluation then went back to rhinos to improve sketches. Rhinos stink n i drew standing up while there was a bench nearby. Though sitting on bench was more relaxing but view was kinda sucky. stand better. Went back and reached school about 3plus. Went library read some stuff and drink paox2 cha. sher went off to her match first while i stayed. went home about 4plus or 5? so here i am.mr marc jonet looks seems pretty imtimidating with high standards and expectations but he also seems nice. (: saw him, mr ng and ms wee when we were drawing polars then they wanted to see and me & sher were like Ahh! and hide hide lols. then mr jonet told me its ok i can show him cos his art is bad too lol! aww. so funny. and he smiled at me when we were gathering to go. nice yea? but dunno if the art thing he said was true lol but still. no sch tmr. Yesterday: Wednesday Events: Sports & Wellness- Basketball; C.A.T.S( creative & applied thinking skills) Happened: Shooting & aiming terribly lousy. Split into teams for upcoming inter class competition. Practised. Tried to chase after bball and banged into dude( forgot his name ) fell to floor and bumped back of head : experienced immense pain for a minute. Felt ever so slightly giddy and headache. Ok after awhile. headache present rest of the day. current status of it: ever so slightly present; slight pain when area is pressed. Happened 2: Went cats did more papers, have more papers to type and drawing samples to draw.