is it you*

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating And Im wondering what youre dreaming Wondering if its me youre seeing -every moment spent with you is a moment i treasure* (excerpts from i dont wanna miss a thing by aerosmith, nice song) Standing on top of the edge it feels like it's going down Everything stays in my mind feeling in a daze on the ground Feels like it's gonna give life's to hard to live anymore I think I've had enough things too tough I'm out the door All in all it's just another day now You're falling down What you gonna do Standing on top of the world tonight No ones looking back at you Stand tall It's going on It's going on It's gonna be just fine You're holding on Holding on today (excerpt from All in All by Lifehouse.) okay la, this is self cheer. to remind myself to hang on in there. life's not always a bunch of roses (: haha now life is still pretty good. Holding on! ^_^ came back from stayover today! had alot of fun bbq-ing cos the people were crazy haha cai ge so nice to keep cooking and making fire at the bbq pit for us slacking on couches with cold air con that kept blowing into my eyes haahaa. watching horror shows only to have it pre stop and the other hang, li qing! your vcd player! LoL the stroll with pammy, cai ge and jj to 7eleven with the newly minted couple also tagging along, pam the nice talked alot haha entertaining me. almost walk wrong way. but its all gooooott. ((: hiding under qing's blanket doing nothing staying awake, dozing off once in a while. the point where we saw the sky getting brighter was bliss. So.Cool.yea. jacky,jj,caige,ray, and pammy left first arnd 7 30am then me,shu and qing were like, woohoo finally its time to sleep =D woke up at 10plus to find a sms. then slept again until arnd 11/12. ate brekkie and lunchie while watching a tale of two sisters. then went homeeeeee. here i am now hoho. omgomg. red jumsuit apparatus your guardian angel. my fav. line = i will never let you fall. i feel tears slipping in my insides. beautiful.  his favourite. lol-ed. (okay that was random) on saturday, somehow i felt super tired & sleepy. woke up at 9am to go expo with mum n sisters. mumsie thought the fair was at suntec and we Went there la. then 2nd sis bf realise its expo. so we had to go back to expo -_- lamed. they go see the fair. me & 3rd sis rot and wait. wth haha really super boring. fortunately 2nd sis bf pass her psp to us Heheh so can play abit to pass time. but its really meaningless. go there to wait for nothing. ah well. ate munchy donut while waiting also.