tuesday blues

i think i know why im feeling emo. its the bloody pms again i think. eew, eew, eew. sometimes i feel like calling sher & asking her what she thinks abt this & that. okay fine, so its my usual thoughts about random things about life but whatever. (im not random, i just have many thoughts DUH) school totally sucks. i suck at cg, can't understand enough, i suck at loc pro, dvcam very confusing & nx lesson have test OMG! this two is enough to stress me out and its only week2! and i havent finished the camille claudel ppt double omg. WHY can't i go to a secluded/isolated island that has everything leisure and necessary i need and rest there. like some modern primitive being. oh God, you make life so hard to live. i hate this emo feeling to infinity. i want to be happy thanks. had locpro @ 8am in the morn. cldnt wake up in the morning. dozed off during lesson. anifdn lecture cancelled. bus-mrt-mrt down to harbourfront a.k.a vivo. bought belated pressie. bought sand paper, plier, sweets etc at daiso a.k.a where everything is $2. bus65 down to grandma's house bus stop where i got my mum to pick me up. got dinner. homed. emo-ed. blogged. im beginning to think my life is so boring there's no meaning in blogging anymore.