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reading li qing's recent blog posts.. makes me almost want to cry. and reminds me of things bringing sort of nostalgic feelings, sort of sad feelings, sort of i know it too feelings, many other feelings. a feeling; the feeling. sometimes, i get funny stuff in my tummy. they are something like butterflies... *fly fly* ~flutters away~ she just manages to write such long posts about things she feels. but i guess sometimes her some other feelings are unspoken too. sometimes i wish life was a little easier to live. i wonder what im really here for. and what am i meant to be? *at this point ben might say the world and its people revolves around him lol* recently i dont really have uber cheerful moods. which also reminds me im seeing less of shu,pam,qing and all the rest although we have same soc psy lecture every monday.i feel sorry for sher cos she has to deal with my sianness. but... somehow it just is. gah. i hope they go momento tmr! well. i dont really like to talk lol. there's nothing much to say anyway is there? however sometimes there are loads to say but somehow i just cant get it across and i stumble. sometimes i just say all the wrong words when i wanted to say something else. sometimes, silence is golden. and sometimes, just your presence is enough (: my thoughts are random. and its illogical in a way. i dont think its unreasonable. it just goes in weird paths lol. im bad at teaching. i know it myself and understand but i cant explain things properly to others. tried and tested people. im very sorry and its not that i dont want to help, its just that i wont help cos i cant do it properly hahaa. everytime i try, its not good enough. example, in secondary when trying to teach my friend accounts; trying to explain things to my classmate before test.. and trying to explain soc psy to sherlyn. it just isnt right leh. =/ most times, im thinking of so many things, 1% you guys know. HAHA. 100% times i try to WRITE manually like a diary, i get too tired trying to write out my endless thoughts & feelings that i stop before it ends because my thoughts run too fast and i write too slow. there you have it. my 1% of the day (: current song: is it you by cassie from step up 2 ost (i cant wait for step up 2 to be in movies!!!!! =D) oh & i watched BEE MOVIE today with lollipop @ junc.8 twas funnyy hahaha. he predicted a part of the movie cos it was kinda cliched. bees supporting the plane. the song is it you and pictures are in my friendster. WHEE!