if its love that keeps us breathing

Hey hey hoO! mood is pretty alright today (: yesterday was sorta sucky. The thought of going back to school was pretty unnerving =/ Thankfully, today is passable. I really hope IAC will go well. Please, please, please. Also, i hope i can manage CG okay. Perhaps i should go find help for maya... @_@ I don't think i should change courses. Firstly, it would mean having to go through Year 1 again although if i go to FSV, we only need to take about 4 modules. It would mean kinda wasting another year for 4 modules, and everything just gets delayed a year. Even worse, paying another 1000+ -_-ll and!! I'm not even sure if i'd do better in FSV, and!! even get in or apply. Well, i guess if im not even veyr motivated to apply, it just mean i shouldnt. I don't mind being in DVFX, only thing is- i'm not very good at such techie stuffs and software. pray for me. i may not go very far. But i do intend to work after poly. heh heh. I haven't 'found myself' and my real path in life, as in interest? Which is really kinda bad cos i'm getting older. i bet 90% of us out there haven't either. muahha. Can You Believe It, its Freaking 2008 hahahaaa. Can you believe im gonna be 18 years old in... gosh, c. 11months LOL! nel stop dreaming hahaha. oh, and Can You Believe It gonna be Year TwO in April omgomg. I hope new dvfxians come in teh heh heh. :p Okay so today had same ol' contemp issues then grp discussion for iac. tried to find mr.jonet but i guess we went too late and he'd left for class. Accompanied sher 154 then 8 to tampines inter. Chilled and chatted till 5 30, that was like, for two hours. hahaha. love my muffin. then homed. hope your leg gets well soon. that big bump is horrifying. got blue black i swear. may you not need operation ;) hope ben ben gets enough rest & sleep. not fall sick, be healthy and cute, no stress and get through final parts of sem 2 fine. love all!