chanel. a million ways to mispell it. (:

omgomg............ supposed to go out with sher. but my mummy Wont let me. show black face. so ok lor. dont go. see im such a good daughter lols. no handphone= no contacts. i hardly remember anybody's number. lol tsk tsk. handphones thwart people's memory skills. with the contacts list people dont bother to remember numbers. i dont want to buy a new phone. (: feeling damn random since yesterday so i wasss ttaaalkkkinnngg likke thiss for a mommnenttt................ hurhur. rabbit chan came to my dreams last night. He told me he was fine and told me that i have to move on. (: totemo daisuki rabbit chan. a few days/weeks? ago one of my neighbours moved. it all happened in one day. i was in the kitchen and i saw men(gross) moving all over in the morning. by the end of the day before i knew it; they were gone. whatt! no goodbyes? ): it felt kinda empty at first cos although i didnt really know them well and we didnt communicate much; everytime we saw one another we would acknowledge each other and smile. and their adorable 3 little kids, always called 'jie jie' when they see me. omg they are so guai LOL. once they even pressed my doorbell to ask me math questions. unfortunately, being the noob i am, bad at explaining things hence cant be teacher, i was kinda lost. i tried my best to explain to them subtraction and addition but i dont think they really got it. LOL. so much for teaching. i think they were malaysian chinese..they always went back during the hols. and the two other guys who lived with them; one i thought was kinda creepy and the other was better..tall and not bad looking but never talked to either of them. and and. tHey Smoke. :/ i used to look through the window whenever i was in the kitchen to the direction of their unit and see if they were home lol and when i came home and exited from the lift i would look to see if my neighbours were all home. i dont know why i did these things but i just did. and now, whenever i look at unit 06-03.. they are not home. only closed doors; locked gates; uncollected newspapers and empty shoe racks. *sighs* worst thing is no goodbye! haha.. it may or may not be a good thing. and now i wonder, if i will have new neighbours. so far..nope. gotta go to school tomorrow to collect my lovely camera.then down to paragon to take art pics. dunno if i want to go 4c gathering cos very impotantly, i dont have a phone. and the thursday thing keann asked also. hix hix. maybe im just not a social butterfly lolllll. tuesday i may be accompanying mumsie.maybe buy ingredients. maybe go amk for walk back to the past. wednesday prolly meet sher and teresa do art podcast. prolly buy remaining ingredients with ser(ene). dont mix up this two lol. sher= sherlyn; ser= serene. thursday do?? photography? but i dont have people to take light! anybody? attica event? stayover sher? *my tianness* thurs is a mess of unconfirmed events. friday is go back return cam to school and meet ser come my house day. saturday is family lunch day sunday is relax and prepare for school reopen gross day. and. today- watched forrest gump today. got too bored. went for a quick swim. got up after 5 laps. so there. my next week in a flash. huge sighs. i dont know why. i miss all the people. itrytostayfarwayificouldbecauseifeargoingnearewouldmakemefalldeeperfaster;whydouhavsuchaneffectonme?