i want to fly away*

firstly, bless sher. really. prolly going thru a hell lot. and trust me, been there done that too. crushed hurt lost. sher are you feeling what i felt? if you are, stay strong aights. dont turn your back on the world. my mum once said those words she said to you too. on the phone. when i was in sch. she said i was wasting her money. ask me go die. im past that now. sher be strong, really. im sorry i felt kinda helpless today. cos seeing your sad face, suffering from sore throat and i didnt even know what to say. i couldnt make you feel better. bad friend me! ok i shall not say cannot be emo anymore k? cos its prolly half impossible now.. just take your time to cool down. the world has not ended, life doesnt suck. its just the way its going now and it depends on how you see it. dont think so much now cos there's nothing you can do. take your time to find yourself again ok? no point struggling now, you're so weak. please please get strong, get up and stand again, settle everything you are doing make sure they are flowing. smile. then face your problems once more. if there really is no cure, then sher, im sorry you gotta move on... if its fate or destiny, it will show (: dont worry too much okay? see you're so weak now! stop falling sick ): you are worrying all your frens and including me. we've only been friends for like, 2 months but you've become one of my important friends. and i do treasure my friends. as for your mother, i guess she just said those words in a fit. dont take it too hard on her okays? heehee. my mum and i have quarrelled before until we didnt talk for days. HAHA! after all, she is your mother. she didnt mean it. sher just get well ok? much loves from me (: CHANELnel. dont play with my name! hurhur. *hugs sher.* neways. yesterday i went with sher to bedok reservoir to see the paddle championships. i woke up with a bloody swollen eye wth. but not super bad la but gross enough. i wore shades the whole time i was at bedok res. lmao. like some idiot. the sun was super hot la. got tanned even though i applied sun block Twice. saddened* i feel like an Indian now ): \she taught me the art of laughing toes. LMAO. after that i went home and rushed my storytelling assignment. then went to mum's bbq thingy with her friends. *rolls eyes.* haha. came back at 11plus? typed out my story and sent to leslie. and went to my much needed sleep. dry ice from the ice cream cake box. heehee. i woke up at 8 45 today. shd have woken at 8 15! school was kinda boring. got nervouse that i would go school alone in uniform but luckily i met jeannette and sher.. which i normally dont meet on the way! :D i couldnt keep up really in photography. ): photshop lessons. ): then writcom was a load of sianess. cos he showed us all the schedule of the paragraph assignment and the informative essay. wth. i think i lack time management skills. waa. went to pass blen his thumbdrive then went to KAP macs for dinner. i ate practically nothing todae except for a 90% of a packet of strawberry marshmellows lol. so i ate macs. (: i keep getting mozzie bites. and out of habit i keep scratching. then the skin breaks. = sianed. no dengue pleassee! )): well, i guess nothing much more to write.. trying to check out more jap singer/bands now ((: chanel flys away into the blue orange purple skies. i love sky.