setsunai na; kono kimochi.

okasan, o genki deska? (._.) vietnam suteki? watashiwa daijobu dayo. (: in the school's library now. i found a book, its called The Art Of KIKI's Delivery Service. A film by Hayao Miyazaki, yes, the person who did Howl's Moving Castle (: i think the book is so cool, but im not done reading it yet.. it shows some of the art processes and some screen shots of the film. whee (: supposed to do writcom's info essay outline now. doesn't it just seem like i'm constantly doing writcom? i mean, just yesterday i was also chiong-ing writcom, and now im doing a different set of writcom again. gross right. monday have para exercise to hand in, thursday got essay outline to hand in. and i have to do it now cos tommorrow have vb camp. urgh. why on earth did i sign up to go!! its like wed,thurs,fri taken up. could have met up with phoebe on wed. could do writcom over the span of today and tommorrow then slowly stroll to hand in on thursday but nooo, i chose camp. why didnt anyone stop me. ): writcom haunts me. i cant wait for it to be over. and i hope i pass. also, im damn stupid. the whole of this week so busy alr and i still booked the camera for weekday. wth. either shouldnt have booked or book weekend what. omg im the stupidest dumbest and most bimbotic girl on earth *smacks face*. now i cant go see sculpture over the weekend for art and have to go next week. my tianness. Other than art podcast, i also have photography. hix hix.. why does holiday seem nothing like holiday? (yesterday, i went to 2a's bbq at east coast. there was very little people so i just took it as a small meet up with my gals (: then while they went off to one of our classmates house; i went to michael's house to meet phoebe and narith(his birthday). i thought it'd just be the four of us but who knew nene went to bring two gals along. *mood totally rocketed down.* i almost went home instead but i thought of phoebe. so i went. That stupid michael. House freaking nice. shit man lol. i also want ): yeap so i spent most of the time around the house with phoebe,my dear girl, instead. meeting her again tommorrow. yeah*) went to school at 12 plus today. i remembered that i forgot to take my handphone with me when i reached my house downstairs. so i had to go get it again. and it was raining. i thought i was going to be late! was supposed to meet ben and shuhui at 12 15 at cheers. i didnt know li qing and jacky were coming too lol. apple@ fms was kinda boring. i guess its cos its the first meeting? anyways, after that i went to meet sher to do writcom and yeap that brings us back to the top where i said i was at the library hee. i decided not to go camp anymore..for various reasons. on the bus home..i suddenly thought of POC3. Davey Jones said countless times; 'Do you fear death?' making spit fly everywhere and his slimy tentacles squirming all over. lol. Then i asked myself that question and i wondered, yea, do i fear death? Or do i fear being left behind? As some say, the one who suffers most aint the one who passed on; but the one who was left behind. all alone, someone dear to you left. is that feeling worse than death? otosan, o genki deska? i went cycling with my eldest sister also. we rode to changi coast i think, thats what she said..i dont really like riding on the road cos the cars kinda scare me. The first time i rode on the road i fell and caused a big scar on my knee which i cant really notice anymore now. maybe i've grown darker. eeks. yea. could hear planes taking off 1/3 of the time. then rode to some other area where we rested for awhile and had something to drink. then ride back again. this time is more tiring than the past. although i feel better about the cars because there were many people with me- first time was only me & sis- but i had to keep up with their speed. moreover they were already going slow for me. talk about the pro's and the ultimate noob-me. yeap so now, im sticky and tired. my butt and legs are tired (hurhur) and i need to bathe so tata for now! song for today: (from hana kimi.) 演唱:S.H.E　曲:李志清　词:施人诚 怎么办 Oh 怎么办 为什么　你为什么　老是把空气全都吸光了 害得我　你害得我　在你面前呼吸急促需要叫救护车 别看我　先别看我　我的脸红就快要爆料了 没什么　哪有什么　我是绝对不会承认我喜欢你了 怎么办　感觉甜又酸 偷偷爱你　快乐又孤单 怎么办　爱却不能讲 你真讨厌　不来帮我的忙 你怎么可以这样　笑容打败太阳 甚至比我还要更好看 我虽然无力抵挡　但是日子还长 总有一天换你为我疯狂 为什么　你为什么　这样不讲理的就出现了 害得我　你害得我　连仅有的一点矜持优雅全都毁了 靠近我　别靠近我　到底离你多近比较好呢 完蛋了　我完蛋了　我整个人眼看就快要不是我的了 怎么办　感觉甜又酸 偷偷爱你　快乐又孤单 怎么办　爱却不能讲 你真讨厌　不来帮我的忙 你怎么可以这样　笑容打败太阳 甚至比我还要更好看 我虽然无力抵抗　但是日子还长 总有一天换你为我疯狂 (为我疯狂) 怎么办　感觉甜又酸 偷偷爱你　快乐又孤单 怎么办　爱却不能讲 你真讨厌　不来帮我的忙 怎么办　感觉甜又酸 偷偷爱你　快乐又孤单 怎么办　爱却不能讲 你真讨厌　不来帮我的忙 你怎么可以这样　笑容打败太阳 甚至比我还要更好看 我虽然无力抵抗　但是日子还长 总有一天换你为我疯狂 怎么办　感觉甜又酸 偷偷爱你　快乐又孤单 怎么办　爱却不能讲 你真讨厌　不来帮我的忙 你怎么可以这样　笑容打败太阳 甚至比我还要更好看 我虽然无力抵抗　但是日子还长 总有一天换你为我疯狂 怎么办　感觉甜又酸 偷偷爱你　快乐又孤单 怎么办　爱却不能讲 你真讨厌　不来帮我的忙